She was tiny, with big brown eyes full of wonder and a head of wild curls. The scent of baby shampoo and freshly cut grass clung to her. She held onto me tightly, as if she already knew me, as if in her mind, I was already hers.
Claire and I had battled long and hard to reach this point. We went through years filled with heartbreak and failed pregnancies. When we finally chose adoption, the waiting process felt endless—paperwork stacked high, constant home visits, and nerve-wracking interviews.
But now, we were here. We had made it.
“You’re sure about this?” the social worker, Karen, asked us softly.
She observed us from across the table, her eyes sharp and watchful. A thick file sat in front of her. Sophie sat happily in my lap, fiddling with my wedding ring, humming a quiet tune to herself.
Although Karen nodded, there was a flicker of doubt in her expression. I tried not to let it bother me. Karen probably saw this all the time—families making promises they couldn’t always keep.
“I believe you mean that,” she warned us gently. “But adoption isn’t just about love. It’s about commitment. This is forever. You’re bringing a child into your home who’s had a hard start in her life. Sophie will test you. She’ll push boundaries and maybe even break things. It won’t be on purpose, of course, but she’s just a child. You have to be prepared for all of this.”
“We know,” Claire assured her with calm certainty.
Then she turned to Sophie, flashing her a warm smile. Sophie returned it without hesitation, lighting up the whole room.
“Alright,” Karen paused before continuing. “Then congratulations, Claire and Simon! You’re officially parents.”
Something inside me shifted, as if the weight of this new chapter finally settled in. This moment marked the beginning of forever for us.
The air felt heavy and unnaturally still, like the entire home was holding its breath. Suddenly, Sophie barreled into me, wrapping her small arms around my legs as tightly as she could.
Her tiny voice quivered when she spoke.
“I don’t want to leave, Daddy,” she murmured, her words shaky and unsure.
“Leave where, sweetheart?” I asked her gently, concerned.
Her lip trembled, and her big brown eyes filled with tears, threatening to spill over.
“I don’t wanna go away again. I wanna stay with you and Mommy.”
So who planted this idea in her little head?
“That won’t happen,” I reassured her, pulling her close. “You’re home now, sweet girl.”
She wasn’t looking directly at me—her gaze was somewhere beyond my shoulder. Her arms were crossed so tightly it looked like she might leave bruises on herself. Her face was pale and unreadable, but her eyes were distant, almost hollow.
It was like something had broken inside her.
“Simon, we need to talk,” she said coldly.
“Why is Sophie saying she has to leave?” I responded, confusion creeping into my voice.
“Send her to her room. Now, Simon!”
I could feel Sophie’s tiny hands gripping my shirt, her fingers clutching as if I was the only thing keeping her grounded. I gently rubbed her back, trying to ease the fear I could feel pulsing from her.
“Sweetheart, go play for a bit, okay? Go to your room. I’ll come get you soon, and we can have dinner!”
She hesitated, and I felt her heartbeat racing through the fabric of my shirt.
As soon as her door clicked shut, Claire’s voice cut through the silence like a blade.
“We need to give her back.”
“What?” I blurted out in disbelief. “What did you just say?”
“I don’t want this anymore, Simon,” she whispered, barely audible. “She’s… she’s ruining everything! My books, my files… my clothes… she even ruined my wedding dress!”
“What do you mean?” I asked, my brow furrowing.
Claire let out a sharp breath, rubbing her face as if trying to wipe away the stress clinging to her.
My heart ached at the thought. The picture in my mind of a curious little girl lighting up over something so simple and magical—it hurt.
“That’s—”
“That’s not the problem,” Claire snapped, her voice rising with frustration. “The problem is, she had paint all over her hands. I don’t even know how I didn’t see it. But the moment she touched the fabric…”
“Bright blue handprints. All over the damn dress!”
“Claire, she didn’t do that to hurt you,” I sighed, trying to reason with her, but it felt like speaking to a wall.
“You don’t know that, Simon!” she snapped back, voice cracking. “You don’t see it! She’s manipulative. She wants me gone so she can have you all to herself.”
“Do you hear yourself right now?”
“You always wanted this more than I did.”
The words stung. They hit harder than I expected, leaving me stunned.
Had I really wanted this alone?
I stepped closer, scanning Claire’s face, searching for the woman who once cradled Sophie with so much love in her eyes.
“You’re safe now. We love you so much,” she had said back then.
But now? Now all I saw was someone who couldn’t see past her own frustration. Someone who no longer loved the little girl we promised forever to.
“Stop it, Simon,” Claire interrupted me sharply, her words cutting deep. “Either she goes, or I do.”
I froze in place, unable to respond right away.
I never thought I would be put in this position—forced to choose between my wife and my child.
In her mind, she thought this conversation would end her way.
The Claire who had once stood beside me, excited to welcome Sophie home, was nowhere to be found. In her place stood someone who saw an innocent little girl as nothing but a disruption.
“You’re seriously choosing a stranger over me?” Claire’s eyes widened in disbelief.
“Stranger? Are you out of your mind?! I’m choosing what’s right.”
A harsh, stunned laugh escaped her lips before she could stop it.
I said nothing. There was nothing left to argue.
Without another word, Claire stormed past me, grabbed her car keys, and slammed the front door behind her. Moments later, I heard her car peel out of the driveway, tires screeching into the night.
And just like that, she was gone.
A clock ticked on the wall, each second dragging out like an eternity. Sophie was safe at my mother’s house, probably smiling while decorating cookies and making a mess of the kitchen.
“Don’t worry, Simon,” my mother said gently. “I’ll keep my grandbaby loved and entertained. You go and sort your marriage out, son.”
The woman in front of me felt like a stranger, a far cry from the Claire I used to know.
Gone was the frantic, pale woman who had stormed out that night. In her place was someone calm, collected—even polished. Her lips were painted a soft pink, and she wore the pearl earrings I had given her years ago on our anniversary.
“I made a mistake,” she finally said, breaking the uneasy silence. “I wasn’t in my right mind.”
I exhaled slowly, shifting my gaze to Ellen, the mediator. She watched us intently, pen ready above her notepad, waiting to see how this would unfold.
Claire turned her attention fully to me now, voice softening, like she was trying to smooth things over.
I stayed silent, unwilling to engage just yet.
Because what exactly was there left to repair?
How could I forget that this was the same woman who had stood in our home and labeled our daughter—our four-year-old daughter—as manipulative?
And now, just because time had passed, just because she might be feeling lonely or regretting her choice, she wanted to hit rewind and erase everything?
As if we could simply undo the damage?
“You didn’t just leave me, Claire,” I finally said, voice steady. “You left her.”
“We both were,” I added firmly. “But I didn’t walk away.”
Claire opened her mouth to speak, but I wasn’t finished.
“Do you know what she did after you left?” I pushed on, my voice heavy with emotion. “She cried herself to sleep for weeks. She woke up in the middle of the night, calling for you. She thought she did something wrong.”
“You broke her,” I added quietly, fighting the tight knot rising in my throat. “And I won’t let you do it again.”
For a long moment, neither of us spoke.
Then, Ellen cleared her throat, trying to bring the conversation back on track.
I turned toward her, ready to answer.
“That’s exactly what I’m saying.”
“I still love you, Simon,” Claire said softly, voice trembling slightly.
The truth settled heavily between us. Claire’s shoulders slumped as she let out a broken sob, but I didn’t move to comfort her.
Because the woman sitting across from me now had made her choice long ago.
And I had already made mine—Sophie was my family now.
She hesitates sometimes before calling me “Daddy,”, like she’s scared that saying it might somehow make me disappear.
But with each passing day, she smiles more. She giggles louder. She’s learning to believe in a kind of love that stays, no matter what.
“You won’t leave me, Daddy?”
“Never,” I whispered, pressing a kiss to her forehead.
She exhaled softly, her body finally relaxing in my arms.
She was safe. She was home. For good.
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